having doubts

so here i sit thinkin;;

have i made the right decision.

my future career of a Navy Nurse is on the line

i have to make sure i can do this

i know i can

everything is happening so fast;;

asvab tuesday prom saturday.

graduation 18 days away :(

now i understand what people feel like when they dont know what to do;

my friends are behind me 100%

my parents think its the best thing for me.

but im gonna hate having to leave just for basic.

i wonder how Samantha did it;;

how she is sitting over there in Iraq.

it depresses me that it doesnt feel the same without her here.

she was my back bone : (

and now its gone

how is Kenneth over there in afganistan,

or how did Justin do all those tours and put himself in danger

and then i realize that if it wasnt for all those brave men and women where would our world be at this point and i am grateful to live here and have all those people fighting.

One day i hope i can say i am a member of the UNITED STATES MILITARY!